have you ever felt afraid of something? you kno, something you shouldnt be. something you kno could be good for you and make you happy. but your still afraid because you stil have those few left over demonds from the last time something like this happened telling you no, youll get hurt, it wont work, dont be stuped.
you see, myself, im afriad of giving someone my heart. putting everything into one person. caz see, by giving someone your heart, your giving them the opertunity to do anything to it.
they could use it for something, they can break it, they can throw it back in your face.
theres so many things that could go wronge.
and its scarry!!! i mean i kno i shoulndt be scarred. hes a great guy. but theres already a real reasons why it wouldnt work. and its aready putting a huge weight on my heart because of it. and im afraid if i do give him my heart, something will happen and that will be the final toll on my heart and it will collapse.
is that rediculous?
~misterious mistress
Saturday, May 10, 2008
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Shine
Have you ever felt that anything you do anymore is just wrong? Or like your always messing up?
Say you like someone. But your terrified to do anything infront of them
You wish you'd never told them you liked them and so they now pay more attention to you and you don't want to scare them off.
Your afraid to say what might have to be said. Your scared to do things you normally do. You act weird around them.
Your scared that if you do to much you might scare them off or that even if you don't do anything you might scare them.
you want to try your hardest and are scared by doing that they are just gonna walk away
your scared to ask the questions you need to, should ask.
Going with things unsaid will not help. Once those things are said, they are out there and there's no taking it back. One chance to shine at one point. Take it or leave it.
i'd take it
-Blonde Baby
Say you like someone. But your terrified to do anything infront of them
You wish you'd never told them you liked them and so they now pay more attention to you and you don't want to scare them off.
Your afraid to say what might have to be said. Your scared to do things you normally do. You act weird around them.
Your scared that if you do to much you might scare them off or that even if you don't do anything you might scare them.
you want to try your hardest and are scared by doing that they are just gonna walk away
your scared to ask the questions you need to, should ask.
Going with things unsaid will not help. Once those things are said, they are out there and there's no taking it back. One chance to shine at one point. Take it or leave it.
i'd take it
-Blonde Baby
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
things are not ok
did you ever just feel like nothing is ok?
your scarred, or upset, or just have that feeling that everything is wrong.
the world completely stops spinning. your chest gets tight and you feel sick.
and the only person who can make everything feel ok isnt there. caz theres always that one person, who, no matter watz wrong, can make everything feel ok.
and wen you get this feeling all you want is to see their face, and feel their hands in yours.
to feel you in their arms. to hear their voice, for once in a long time, in person and not over the fone.
you want, just one more time, to feel that feeling you used to get wen you were with them.
that feeling thata everything was ok no matter wat was goin on or anything.
but they arnt around, and that just makes the feeling worst......
-mysterious mistress
your scarred, or upset, or just have that feeling that everything is wrong.
the world completely stops spinning. your chest gets tight and you feel sick.
and the only person who can make everything feel ok isnt there. caz theres always that one person, who, no matter watz wrong, can make everything feel ok.
and wen you get this feeling all you want is to see their face, and feel their hands in yours.
to feel you in their arms. to hear their voice, for once in a long time, in person and not over the fone.
you want, just one more time, to feel that feeling you used to get wen you were with them.
that feeling thata everything was ok no matter wat was goin on or anything.
but they arnt around, and that just makes the feeling worst......
-mysterious mistress
Thursday, March 20, 2008
have you ever felt...
have you ever felt really confused......
like you think you like someone but just arnt completely sure.
you are friends, and thats all at the moment.
then you start flirting, and things get better.
then one day you end up holding hands, mabey under the table of a restraunt or in the dark theater where no one can really see you.
it gets to the point where him just touching your hand or arm or leg makes shivers run up your spine and heart race, and the feeling of his thumb rubbing your palm is still there for hours after.
and all you want to feel is his fingers inbetween yours again, or the way his finger tips gently glide across your leg back and forth.
but there is also an uneasiness, something that tells you mabey you arnt ready for this.
your friends, this cant happen, it will screw everything up.
you dont want to do this! you cant lose him!
but at the same time the voices inside your head are also screaming, "yes! yes! do it! you want him, you need him, you should go for it!"
but your so confused, and you just dont kno.....
~mysterious mistress
like you think you like someone but just arnt completely sure.
you are friends, and thats all at the moment.
then you start flirting, and things get better.
then one day you end up holding hands, mabey under the table of a restraunt or in the dark theater where no one can really see you.
it gets to the point where him just touching your hand or arm or leg makes shivers run up your spine and heart race, and the feeling of his thumb rubbing your palm is still there for hours after.
and all you want to feel is his fingers inbetween yours again, or the way his finger tips gently glide across your leg back and forth.
but there is also an uneasiness, something that tells you mabey you arnt ready for this.
your friends, this cant happen, it will screw everything up.
you dont want to do this! you cant lose him!
but at the same time the voices inside your head are also screaming, "yes! yes! do it! you want him, you need him, you should go for it!"
but your so confused, and you just dont kno.....
~mysterious mistress
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
its hard.
It's hard.
To be the one in the middle.
To not know how to act or what to do.
Things change a lot. Feelings, people, faces, personalities. They all change.
Why? who knows. One minute you can be happy, then sad. Hyper then drained. You could like someone...then not.
These things always change. You can't stop it.
Don't even try. You'll hurt your self more.
......
Jealousy....
One of the worst things ever created in the world.
It brings hate that's not needed, saddness that really isn't worth the tears, and grudges that should never be held.
It's always good to find out your facts before you become over jealous, or else, the thing your jealous about will be gone, and no one wants to loose something.
-blone baby
To be the one in the middle.
To not know how to act or what to do.
Things change a lot. Feelings, people, faces, personalities. They all change.
Why? who knows. One minute you can be happy, then sad. Hyper then drained. You could like someone...then not.
These things always change. You can't stop it.
Don't even try. You'll hurt your self more.
......
Jealousy....
One of the worst things ever created in the world.
It brings hate that's not needed, saddness that really isn't worth the tears, and grudges that should never be held.
It's always good to find out your facts before you become over jealous, or else, the thing your jealous about will be gone, and no one wants to loose something.
-blone baby
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
It's Funny
Its funny how one day you can feel totally alone, and the next finding yourself in the arms of or thinking about and wanting someone you never expected in a hundred years.
its funny how one day you can be totally consumed in someone who isn’t right of you at all, and the next realizing it and realizing there is someone whose out there who is real and is right for you.
It’s funny how we can be totally consumed by friendship or so consumed by fears that we could pass the opportunity to be with someone that you should be and could be good for you and care for you.
It’s funny how we could just pass by these people.
It funny that when we do it, it’s usually because we are after someone who doesn’t want us at all and isn’t nearly as great as the ones we pass.
It’s funny that we can go so long without noticing we should be with someone that when we finally realize we should be, we are so consumed with fear and confusion that we don’t do anything about it. We convince ourselves that it wouldn’t work out, that you are too good of friends. and we talk ourselves out of likening someone or making a move because we are afraid we will get hurt or something bad will happen and we will end up hurting them. We are so consumed by the fears of so many different reasons that we pass opportunities and people that could be amazing for us.
By why should we be?
We don’t have that much to lose.
Why don’t people just take chances so that way we won’t miss the ones that are great?
And if man kind is the highest level of evolution so far, why are we so stupid?
~Mysterious Mistress
its funny how one day you can be totally consumed in someone who isn’t right of you at all, and the next realizing it and realizing there is someone whose out there who is real and is right for you.
It’s funny how we can be totally consumed by friendship or so consumed by fears that we could pass the opportunity to be with someone that you should be and could be good for you and care for you.
It’s funny how we could just pass by these people.
It funny that when we do it, it’s usually because we are after someone who doesn’t want us at all and isn’t nearly as great as the ones we pass.
It’s funny that we can go so long without noticing we should be with someone that when we finally realize we should be, we are so consumed with fear and confusion that we don’t do anything about it. We convince ourselves that it wouldn’t work out, that you are too good of friends. and we talk ourselves out of likening someone or making a move because we are afraid we will get hurt or something bad will happen and we will end up hurting them. We are so consumed by the fears of so many different reasons that we pass opportunities and people that could be amazing for us.
By why should we be?
We don’t have that much to lose.
Why don’t people just take chances so that way we won’t miss the ones that are great?
And if man kind is the highest level of evolution so far, why are we so stupid?
~Mysterious Mistress
Other Side Of The Bridge.
Have you ever been in that situation with guys, where you are liked by several guys yet only like one?
Right now, I’m kind of in the middle of it. I'm the girl liked by the guys, and it's driving me INSANE.
Guys sometimes say why do girls never hold on? I say why do guys never let go? If we don’t like them anymore, then we should we hold back? Why can’t we move on with our life’s. We do and that’s what the boys need to realize. Monkey see monkey do.
No one can make us like someone. It’s virtually impossible. If we think we might like them and then tell them, they have their shot to make us like them more or make us like them less. But once it’s over, and we don’t like them, then it’s over! And don’t freaking follow the person around, talking to them every second, touching them every second, and trying to be with them every….second. It’s just plain annoying. If we say we don’t like you…we mean it. We don’t like stalker boys!!
One thing that is incredibly good to do is see if the girl likes you. Ask them if they like you. Tell them how you feel. So what if your forward, at least you’ll be able to know how they feel.
For me, I always see how they feel about me. If they like me I go for it, if they don’t, then I don’t bother, I leave them alone. I build my own bridge and get over it. Who knows? Maybe there’s someone knew on the other side.
Some one we never thought of being with, or someone we always thought was right for us. The other side of the bridge can hold mysterious wonders.
Go out and see who else is around. If you don’t, you might miss the greatest chance with the most amazing person ever.
-Blond Baby
Right now, I’m kind of in the middle of it. I'm the girl liked by the guys, and it's driving me INSANE.
Guys sometimes say why do girls never hold on? I say why do guys never let go? If we don’t like them anymore, then we should we hold back? Why can’t we move on with our life’s. We do and that’s what the boys need to realize. Monkey see monkey do.
No one can make us like someone. It’s virtually impossible. If we think we might like them and then tell them, they have their shot to make us like them more or make us like them less. But once it’s over, and we don’t like them, then it’s over! And don’t freaking follow the person around, talking to them every second, touching them every second, and trying to be with them every….second. It’s just plain annoying. If we say we don’t like you…we mean it. We don’t like stalker boys!!
One thing that is incredibly good to do is see if the girl likes you. Ask them if they like you. Tell them how you feel. So what if your forward, at least you’ll be able to know how they feel.
For me, I always see how they feel about me. If they like me I go for it, if they don’t, then I don’t bother, I leave them alone. I build my own bridge and get over it. Who knows? Maybe there’s someone knew on the other side.
Some one we never thought of being with, or someone we always thought was right for us. The other side of the bridge can hold mysterious wonders.
Go out and see who else is around. If you don’t, you might miss the greatest chance with the most amazing person ever.
-Blond Baby
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