have you ever felt afraid of something? you kno, something you shouldnt be. something you kno could be good for you and make you happy. but your still afraid because you stil have those few left over demonds from the last time something like this happened telling you no, youll get hurt, it wont work, dont be stuped.
you see, myself, im afriad of giving someone my heart. putting everything into one person. caz see, by giving someone your heart, your giving them the opertunity to do anything to it.
they could use it for something, they can break it, they can throw it back in your face.
theres so many things that could go wronge.
and its scarry!!! i mean i kno i shoulndt be scarred. hes a great guy. but theres already a real reasons why it wouldnt work. and its aready putting a huge weight on my heart because of it. and im afraid if i do give him my heart, something will happen and that will be the final toll on my heart and it will collapse.
is that rediculous?
~misterious mistress
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